No Sunlight

todays song is "No Sunlight" by Death Cab For Cutie. i love this song. mostly because it describes me. well, whats left of me anyway. no more optimist inside of me is what i mean. well there is an optimist, just not a brain. in any case, it is my lack of brain that has killed my optimist, so i am feeling rather..........confused.........and sad..............and confused..................and frustrated..............and did i mention that i was confused? i always am, but i dont think i have ever been THIS confused before.

When I was young, lying in the grass
I felt so safe in a warming bath
Of sunlight
Of sunlight
Fast open sky could do no harm
Like an embrace of a mothers armsIn sunlight
With every year that came to pass
More clouds appear until the sky went black
And now there'sNo sunlight,No sunlight.
And now there's
No sunlight,
No sunlight anymore.
You dissapeared with the same speed
The idealistic things i believed
The optimist died inside of me
No sunlight
You dissapeared with the same speed
The idealistic thing i believed
The optimist died inside of me
No sunlight
No sunlight anymore.